Sunday, February 26, 2006 ++
i dun wanna stay at home every sunday night.
i wanna go out with my parents.
but im not allowed to.
all because of common tests.
but its just common tests lor.
why cant i do something that i really wanna do after studying?
is it really THAT important?
i mean. it is important.
but i just wanna do something that i really wanna do.
just to reward myself.
ok lah. keep me at home, i'll still study but its juat AWHILE.
doesn't make much difference. boohoo!
my dad understand.
he ask me '' u all very scare of your mummy is it? always listen to what she say. and never really listen to what i say''
hahaha.
i told him its because u dun usually bothers abt my results because u know that i know how to plan for myself.
not that mummy doesn't trust me. just because all mum tends to be more concern abt it.
so what i can do is just to follow her advices and whatever she wants me to do as much as i can.
as for this time, im obeying not totally because its common test week.
but because i dun wan mummy to have more stress because of me, to worry abt me.
she has more things to do.
im here not to give her problems.
but to let her at least have something to feel proud of,
to let her know that im here to repay her kindness.
to let her feel that life is never a regret.
mummy. i know u are worried. but do understand that i know what i am doing.
i plan for myself.
i know what is right and wrong.
i know what to do at the right time.
u need not get angry because of us.
smile and stay happy.
just like that,
u'll definately find it more worthwhile.
=)
as for now.
i just have to stay at home and study.
and as much as possible,
stop thinking abt the place they go,
whats is happening there?
and what have they learn this time. 7:42 PM
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