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eugenia
29 july 1990
BOWEN GIRL GUIDES

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January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 February 2008 August 2008

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Friday, June 30, 2006 ++

NO IM NOT

no im not
no im not
no im not
no im not

im scared. 9:42 PM

Thursday, June 29, 2006 ++

O'LEVEL MT ORAL TMR!

where is my chinese teacher?? probably studying too. but hey! im nervous because of oral for the first time. cos i dun feel prepared when other classes are preparing. esp Dave Ng's class. he gave his students so many extra lesson and he doesn't wanna accept us who doesn't have proper lesson. so mean.

what am i going to talk about? IR? blog? tsunami? bird flu? oh man. pls dun ask me anything abt political stuff. and i dun watch the news. gosh. seems like i have to watch news everyday alr. reading newspapers are boring too. hurr......... im having such a sad life. oh! maybe they'll ask about world cup? huh? but i dun watch world cup too. this is really sad.

miss chua says she's gonna have a review of the campfire with us tmr. i've been waiting for this. haha! and i need to get at least 5 senior citizens for the walkathon this sunday to get bonus points for PNA! but if i ask my aunty to help, i gotta take care of them. how am i gotta take care of senior citizens when i dun know them. gosh. i shall see whats gonna happen. haha.

have been having syf training too. leave class in the middle of the lesson is so fun. always countdowning the time. lol. now im so tanned. and i like it. cos i wouldn't have this chance anymore. wah... the weather was so hot that the rubber trackfield of the national stadium melted. a portion of it even become like rubber pool. HAHA. and the rubber got stuck on my boots becos i stand on one leg when resting. seen alot of rubber sink in and pop out. so funny. and its smelly too cos of the rubber melting smell.

and they keep feeding us. oh the vegetarian's ''burger'' is nice. they said my ''nugget'' taste better than theirs. HAHA. we have burgur and a bottle of mineral water for lunch. den comes another bottle of mineral water and a packet of oreo during the break. we had another bottle of mineral water and either oreo or some nestle cereal during the 2nd break. the before we went off, we had milo and the rest of the oreo. ISN'T THIS MAD? they're feeding us like......
i like miss alsagoff. she's nice. though she always scream at us.
had dinner with our YA, xiao si. LOL. she's nice too. a malay with taiwanist's blood. she and her NCDCC.

btw, this saturday is SYF opening ceremony alr! finally. but sad. end of syf also means im stepping down soon. not involve in any guides stuff too. boohoo. would miss those times we had together. 10:45 PM

Monday, June 19, 2006 ++

taiwan taiwan taiwan!
awaiting to go.....

feeling touched.
feeling happiness.
feeling excitements.
feeling eagerness.
feeling with hopes and tears.

whoosh!
im simply speechless.
all i can say is,
thank you!

thankyou for making me believe.
thankyou for make MY impossible a possible.
thankyou for answering my calls.
thankyou for changing my life for a better.
thankyou for accepting me.
thankyou for your compassion.
thankyou for your teachings.
thankyou for bringing me into where i am.
you simply make me feel.....
WHOA.
thankyou. 8:32 PM

Sunday, June 18, 2006 ++

goodness me.
i've got no more maths formula in my head.
i cant even do simple e maths questions.
i cant rmb the exact formula and such.
if u ask me knots and lashings...
i can explain and tell u everything properly and nicely.
GOSH!!

if u ask me so how do u do your gateway?
how do guides do so many banners?
how did we overcome so much things?
what do u do for a campfire?
how do u manage this event?
wah. i can only answer all these questions only.

i think i must change back the mode in my brain ASAP!
hur! 1:49 AM

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''The obstacle is the path.''

Obstacles do not obstruct the path.
To cross them is to advance on the path.

-TheDailyEnlightenment.com Weekly 16.06.06 12:43 AM

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oh god.
campfire is coming.
it is just this COMING FRIDAY!!
haha.
we're going to do a very good job.
yeah!!
everything is alright, just that........
alright. it shant be exposed too much.
HAHA.
special thanks to my dear fren
DILYS!
if not for her, our gateway would not be done within such short time.
haha.

i feel that im in deep shit cos all my holidays assignments are not done at all.
HURHURR................................................................... 12:28 AM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006 ++

this is mad
this is crazy
this is life 10:42 PM

Thursday, June 01, 2006 ++

HAHAHA.
but dun worry.
i shall still put in my best for the campfire.
i suppose it should be ''WE''
since this campfire is the last thing that i'll be doing for bowen guides...
IM SURE WE CAN DO IT!
YEAH! 10:06 PM

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life has been so hectic.
not only me.
my dear nonsenseS and jenifer as well.
we were so busy preparing for campfire.
so glad jenifer is here this time.
miss chua kept emphasizing that the sec4s had step down and we're going back as volunteering now.
when the school only says cca STAND DOWN.
jenifer is so funny.
she says we alr stand up now. lol.
but ya. after enrolment, which is on the first week of july,
we'll step down automatically without her telling.
gosh.
time flies.
looking at the sec1s now preparing for the performance,
it reminds me of ONE LOVE
such a bad memory.
i was a very quiet pony-tailed girl then. HAHA.
i was just sec1 the.
following seniors aimlessly.
well i dunno why i didn't had the thought that guiding was boring.
i just follow.
people rarely notice me.

sec2.
i got to know mellissa and perlyn.
nura too.
and i soon got very close to mellissa.
had a wonderful times with mellissa.
it was the most emo memory i ever had.
we had lots of jokes, shoppings, neoprints, guides, detectives, and sorrows together.
we quarrel and had arguements(basically everytime we're together) HAHA.
mellissa changed my life drastically.
i became more talkative.
and i make ALOT of noise.
of cos, i had a better times in guides since i talk alot.
my sec2 life is basically about me and mellissa.
but as time comes along, we soon grew to have our own life.
quite sad thinking abt it now.

sec3!
the most horrible and terrible part of my life in guiding.
no. i should put it this way,
it is the START of all everything now.
thinking abt those times.....
tears would flow out automatically.
i was given my FIRST time to be incharge of something.
which is the thinking day banner competition 2005.
we did not win.
but i started to know about our internal structure.
den i was called to help with admin stuff.
all i know was to help ms queck sort her things properly.
get consent forms right.
no other intention.
i didn't even know what-so-ever CL thingy.
den comes A confronting me..
so many times.
claiming stuff.
siding B.
i've got no problem with B that time until A's confrontation.
no no. actually i just felt that B is lazy and irresponsible.
but it was merely just a thought.
i did not backstab or what.
MANY MANY things happen.
so many that i dont know myself.
until oneday a grp of pple told me when we were chatting.
it was very sad indeed.

when it comes to sec4.
i tot my life would be slightly better without those pple.
but waves and hiccups come one after another.
i wonder when will it stop.
perhaps soon.
very soon.
i always thought of doing my best.
give what i can.
do how much i can do.
just for the name of bwgg.
i didn't expect myself to receive comments like those.
it makes me feel as if im working for nuts.
i tried...
but....
fairytales have good endings.
why cant i have it too? 8:40 PM

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