Friday, May 26, 2006 ++
whoa.
today is the last day of this semester.
time flies..
half a year is alr gone.
and THREE more days to o'level chinese!
OMG.
i dun wanna take national exams.
my mid yr chinese's results are purely based on luck lah.
after so many practices i had for the cloze passage,
i still cant do well.
hurhurr..
dunno means dunno leh.
cannot understand, cannot read, cannot write.
cannot speed read too.
so many many chinese words to read. how to finish on time?
haiyo!
den comes the comprehension where u have to write in your own words,
suggest, summarise, state the meaning.
walao siao.
headache... really headache.
and my compo suck too.
i always have direct translation.
terrible.
now im just fully exhausted.
haven beem sleeping enough this few days.
tmr 7.15am must reach HQ.
den dunno go where for syf training,
the first combine rehearsal.
sian lah.
i wanna get kicked out leh.
HAHHAA.
today is the last day for my chinese teacher the king khong.
HAHAHAHAHA.
the future lawyer.
wish her all the best in NUS.
btw, i used to so not like her.
her voice is funny.
HAHAHAHAHHA. now used to it alr lah.
oh. lastly.
i've finally improved!
my results i mean.
well at least i see improvement.
shall work harder to get As.
yay! 10:16 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006 ++
kick up the mood man.
i need the mood.
i need a life.
i need the time.
i am scared of tears.
i shall.........
refrain. 8:06 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006 ++
WHAT DO MILK PRODUCE DURING EARTHQUAKES?
eh no...?
WHAT DO COW PRODUCE DURING EARTHQUAKES?
wonderful joke...... by shuxian.
HAHAHAHAHA. 10:07 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 ++
HOW?
SOMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME.
HOW? 8:10 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006 ++
vesak day
vesak day is the most important event of the year for the buddhist community.
it commemorates the birth, enlightenment, and the final nirvana of the buddha on the full moon day of the fourth lunar month.
this occasion is observed by millions of buddhists throughout the world.
it is a festival for rejoice and goodwill to all.
it is also an occasion for reflection of our own personal spiritual development.
for some buddhists, the observance of vesak begins early in the morning when they assemble at temples to observe the 8 precepts.
others may join the communal observances by going through ceremony of taking the threefold refuge, observing the 5 precepts, making offerings at shrines and chanting.
they may also participate in processions and circumambulation, and listen to sermons of the buddha's teachings.
in some temples, buddhists take part in the ceremonial bathing of the statue of baby prince siddhartha ( the buddha when he was a prince) placed in a basin of perfumed water strewn with flowers. the perfumed water is scooped with a ladle and poured over the statue. this symbolises the purification of one's unwholesome deed with wholesome deeds.
many buddhists also take vegetarian meals on this day as they recall the teaching of universal compassion. on this day, temple are colourfully decoratedwith buddhist flags and lights, and shrines are filled with flowers, fruits and other offerings.
light transference ceremony
in this ceremony, devotees hold a lit candle after sunset, as they pave around the perimeter of a temple, holy objects or monument in walking meditation as te chant mantras or the buddha's name in praise of him. the ceremony represents the passing of the light of wisdom (sharing of the truth) to every direction of the world to dispel the darkness of ignorance. on a personal level, it has the significance of lighting up one's inner lamp of wisdom.
the indefinite passing on of light to countless others without one's own flame dying illustrates that wisdom can be shared without loss on one's part. the burning of the wick with the melting of the candle reminds us of the impermanence and transience of all conditioned things, including our own lives. reflection so helps us to treasure every moment alive without attachment. mindfulness is practised in not letting the flame be extinguished. this is symbolic of the constant guarding of the mind against negative factors detrimental to the spiritual life. in the ceremony, it is more inspiringto see a single flame illuminate a sea of darkness into an ocean of lights than bring brightness to each another.
3 steps 1 bow
in this ceremony, devotees usually line up before sunrise to meditively cirumambulate the perimeter of the temple, bowing once every three steps, while chanting mantras ot the name of buddha in praise of him. upon every prostration, the buddha can be visualised standing upon one's open palms to receive the buddha, the open palms symbolise lotus that denote blossoming of purity. (though the lotus flower's roots are in the ''mud of defilements.'', it blossoms pure and untainted from it. every prostration is thus the paying of respects to the buddha (or countless buddhas and bodhisattvas). this practice helps to purify the mind, humble the ego and lessen obstacle along the spiritual path as one repents past misdeeds and aspires towards spiritual improvement. with mindful og one's body, speech and mind during the practice, concentration and calmness can be attained.
as this ceremony is long, it reminds one of the long and difficult journey towards enlightenment. but it also serves to remind us that as long as we are determined, all difficulties can be overcome. perseverance in completing the practice despite its difficulties also help to strenghten our faith in the buddha and his teaching to lead us towards an enlightenment. the break of dawn at the end of the ceremony represents the light of wisdom despelling the darkness of ignorance as one advances on the journey towards enlightenment. 1:10 AM
Friday, May 12, 2006 ++
HAPPY VESAK!
- a season of gratitude connecting lives....
so. its vesak 2550 this year.
well. buddhism has been spread for 2550 years alr.
yet there are still so much sentient beings.
''treasure here and now, for this is the onlytime & place''
vesak day, is the birth of prince siddhartha, the buddha.
the theme a season of gratitude connecting lives is from kmspks.
went to kmspks yesterday for 3 step 1 bow.
it was fantastic.
the 3s1b was quite a long distance, around the whole kmspks.
it has up and down slopes.
all kinds of different road surfaces.
the upslope very steep lor. haha.
and i slipped but nvr fall when going down slope.
it was alr raining then.
i went with my family.
xiaogu, ah ma, mummy, daddy, tankoonheng, da-gu(gan ma), gan ma's husband, clarice, shuan, clarice and shaun's aunty and one fren of gan ma's husband(an uncle).
we belong to grp 4, which was suppose to start queuing at 8pm.
but we were so kiasu, we went at 5pm.
den we walk around..
eat. go toilet.
lol.
actually my dad is not going.
he kept saying he gotta work den cannot make it on time.
but while queuing up, we called him and tell him there's still long way to go before we start.
so in the end he turned up.
haha so happy.
i was quite disappointed when he say he's not coming. so do my mum.
so glad he came.
and we start queuing at like 6?
ya.its just 6pm ok! and got pple from grp 4 alr start queuing.
and we start at around 9.50pm.
end at 11.50pm.
2 hrs huh.
haha.
just before we started,
the sky was red. and i hear thunder. and see some lightning.
SO SCARY. lol.
and just as we start 3step1bow for NOT LONG.
it started raining.
was quite a heavy shower.
well, everybody was happy when it rain.
we all had the same thought.
its the blessing of the triple gems showering upon us.
i thought i would be very touched and i'll cry.
BUT I DIDN'T.
LOL.
only at first when this whole trail started,
i almost tear.
when i see the abbot ended his sharing
and the gong sound started.
and the music starts to play
and everybody in front bow down.
that kind of feeling...
i started having goosebumps.
and tears almost roll out.
haha.
i guess i didn't feel very repentful den.
i was trying.
but it's just.... like that. haha.
well sometimes its not like ''oh i wanna repent for this this this this this''
whats the point if u say but u dont have any action for it?
ytd i was just ''oh ya. must take this chance to repent''
but u dunno why.
no matter what u say, the correct feeling is not there.
very sad.
cos that arrogant thoughts is still there. its hidden up.
and u cant see it.
sometimes u may not even know about it.
perhaps that's the reason why. haha.
to further describe how it was like when its raining.
we're totally drenched.
the hair esp.
when its wet.
u bow and stand, bow and stand.
the wet hair will keep on dripping.
spectacle was wet but vision wasn't blur.
den ground filled with around 1 or 2cm depth of liquid.
so everything is just VERY wet lah.
u dunno what kind of liquid thing is on your hair. LOL.
den comes the bumpy road surfaces with holes with algaes.
den your hair will dep dep here. dep dep there.
LOL.
sometimes by luck, u'll bow at the drain cover part. HAHA.
and someplaces is just very muddy, so your hands, forhead would just be stain with mud and tiny rocks naturally.
ROCKS!
walao. i've biten sand particles TWO times.
hurhur.
i dunno what else went into my mouth. LOL.
as the rain stops, wind starts to blow.
SO COLD.
halfway towards the end,
i got headache as i stand up.
my head was so heavy then.
and i tot maybe i had fall sick alr.
HAHAHA.
but apparently NOT.
sad. lol.
but if i would to fall sick,
den i cant study.
and if i cant study and i recover by monday.......
what the.
what is going to happen to me? LOL.
nah. im not sick.
actually. with the rain around.
u'll experience something different.
but in anyway, we all were happy that it rains.
like something washing away our sins.
of cos its not that easy.
this is my 2nd year doing 3s1b.
i would say its slightly better.
cos last year i had bruises on my knees
and the skin peeled off at my feets.
this year got nothing.
no. only when it just ended,
i got red patches on both knees.
now dun have alr. just that if i press it, it hurts ABIT.
abit of muscle ache too.
HAHAHAHA. so lousy lah.
one round only den like that, lol.
photos of last year's 3 steps 1 bow taken from kmspsk's website
kmspsk's abbot leading...
it rains every year huh.
the ground is wet too.
they're the grp ONE pple.
haha. thye sky is still so bright huh.
i only started at 10pm!!
oh btw. the whole event ended at 4am.
devotees without tickets would do after those with tickets.
and they'll usually officially end at 4am.
wah. the feeling when u finish and see pple queuing.
just feel like telling them to keep it up.
haha.
i was asking xiaogu ytd after we finish.
''if now call u to do this all over again.......''
HAHA. and we both laughed. nobody answered.
oh i ate alot of carrot cake there.
very nice! and i was hungry. haha.
wanted to go and take a look at the expessing gratitude art thingy.
but didn't.
''the well-doer rejoices here, he rejoices hereafter.... in the blissful state.'' (Dhammapada V. 81) 1:29 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 ++
WALAO EH.
what an ss paper we had.
almost everybody spotted the wrong chapter.
mrs hee lah!
we follow her. and study at least FOUR theme to be safe.
den come out, they dun go by theme, but
by CHAPTERS.
one of the theme consist of
bk 3, chpt 7 AND bk 4, chpt 1,2,3
and suayly,
ALL the 3 seq questions are from 3 of these 4 chapters.
we're all like huh what the hell.
we purposely gave up that theme cos al0t of chapters,
and it turm out all on this theme.
and mrs hee keep emphasizing on conflicts in northern ireland.
and nuts came from book 3.
even SBQ also from book 4.
ah!
so angry!
i did read through abit lah.
but i did not specialize on it.
see lah!
we're all like
''wah only if we can pass.... aiya sure fail de lor!''
HAHAHA.
and i gave up my seq part (b)
but i hope i can get at least L2 marks.
HAHA.
cos i totally went blank.
and i cant possibly turn back and choose another question anymore.
aiya. its such a bad start or mid year exams.
haha.
im so worried about the campfire's reply.
everytime ask ms chua, she also nvr reply me.
but i heard hougang sec replied alr.
aiya. i always forget to see ms chua.
boohoo.
ms queck keep asking me abt enrolment.
it should be on the first week of june.
but ms queck doensn't want saturday,
when i think saturday is like the best time alr.
haiya. so irritating.
haha.
and i keep forgetting to see ms chua.
blah!
HAHAHA.
i dreamt of enshi just now.
when i was having a nap.
and we had a conversation.
cant really rmb what we talk abt.
but i know i asked her some questions.
and i told her about my ss paper.
HAHAHA!
that ss is like killing me.
anyway. so happy that i dream of enshi.
well. she have this face filled with compassion.
she's so nice.
dont believe. show u.
see?
see what i mean?
haha.
she's like the ci bei mama.
heh...
still got one more.
HAHA.just thinking abt me having conversation with enshi can make me keep on grinning.
LOL.
FRIDAY IS VESAK DAY.
tmr going kmspks for 3 steps 1 bow.
hohoho.
my 2nd year this time.
all the up slopes, down slopes, cement floor, rocky surfaces, road surface.
how exciting.
lol.
we shall see....
gonna update on vesak at orchard: project million lotus. 8:03 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006 ++
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!
hahahahahahhaa
i got A1 for my chinese paper 2!
woohoo! can u believe it?
im back!
finally im back!
have been waiting for so long.
and ta da~~
whee~
*GRINNING*
LOL.
and now.
nobody can use my time spent for other stuff as a reason if i dun score well.
heehee!!
and im go glad i did the right choice.
it worth that 2.5 days.
blessed....
=D
i cant stop grinning. LOL. 4:13 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006 ++
i miss....
how i wish time would stop there.
my life is just there.
only when i am there, i need not go thru so much.
everybody have common thoughts and belief.
everyone is just so nice.
u feel disciplined there.
u learn alot of new things everyday.
most importantly, this is the place.
the place that u do the right stuff.
the place where u feel correct.
the place where u feel for yourself, your life, as well as others.
a place filled with compassion everywhere.
a place where u see pple trying hard with up to their best of ability to help the others.
a place where pple can learn and understand the truth.
a place with no evil.
a place where everybody is real.
a place where u see really concerning pple around.
a place where pple will not rebel.
a place where i wun hear unnecessary sinful things that does harm when i cant do anything but just feel helpless.
it is just........ home.
can i just stay there forever? 11:00 PM
++
REAL REAL kl trip.
ok i shall finish everything in this entry.
I HOPE.
hahaha.
later i talk alot of crap again.
anyway i just read my last entry and i laughed.
so dumb lah. write halfway den have to go. lol.
ok so i stopped at when i just reach there.
ya the feeling is there that is so strong.
im so glad again.
everything improved alot there according to most of them.
last time they sleep on the floor but of cos with sleeping bag.
and the aircon was super strong that its too cold to slp.
this time, they used those cushions that pple keel on while chanting,
and filled the whole sleeping area with it.
at least makes it softer and more comfortable to slp on.
and the aircon has acceptable temp, no need sleeping bag as blanket also can.
haha.
aiya everything is just so wonderful there.
so i slp at around 2am++ to 6am.
but i alr slept for like 4hrs on the way to kl.
so not very exhausted.
besides, the earlier i wake up, the less pple there are in the toilet.
HAHAHA. so kiasu.
eh no lor. if not really alot of pple.
den after cleaning up, i walking around like wondering ghost again.
cos it was still so early, that they haven on the hall's lights.
haha. and i met huiru shifu.
she's so nice.
she asked me if i had slept well.
HAHA. so nice!
so at around 7 we had our breakfast.
everybody has their own utensil.
same one somemore.
all bought it from temple.
haha. METAL bowl.
with METAL chopstick and spoon.
eh the food is so NICE.
the most delicious and ''safe'' vegetarian food found.
HAHA.
we had porridge for breakfast.
actually i also dunno whats in the porridge lah.
got bean but pea like thingy.
and alot of other things lah.
tase really good know.
plus they have extra side dishes.
haiyoo.. cannot forget. its so delicious lah.
ba guan sai starts at 8.30am i think?
i wore hai qing.
err haiqing is those black long clothes buddhist wear during fahui.
so irritating lah. so short.
i bought it when i was pri6 i think.
and i demand a new haiqing.
but until now my dad haven but when i ask him to but it at kl.
nvm. i think i'll get it still. lol.
at first i sit in the middle den can see the stage clearly,
how i know the volunteers there shift me to the front, but the side!
because all pple with haiqing must stand infront, den those without stand behind.
den we started chanting.
ohh...
i missed it so much can.
those tunes and blah blah.
so long nvr chant.
den i keep stepping on my haiqing when i stand up after bowing.
lucky nvr tripped. LOL.
for our fahui, we finish chanting one part, den we'll stop,
and shifu will talk.
she'll tell us stories, jokes, and teach values. sometimes also talk abt health.
because shifu had found out from research that by laughing and staying happy can keep us healthy.
actually my shifu they all, all very health-c0nscious.
alot things cannot eat cos its unhealthy.
so i dun drink coffee, and i try to avoid what she say its unhealthy. haha,
i TRY.
she also teach us some exercises that works your whole body.
aiya alot of things lah.
actually i think if i do everything she teach,
i'll be very healthy u know.
hmmmm......... lol.
see first lah.
if i wanna do den i must wake up like 5am?
almost like impossible.
ahh. see first lah.
just as i was dunno doing what,
i heard shifu saying
'' dun find joy in other pple's sorrow.''
den i suddenly rmb,
I ALWAYS LIKE TO PRANK AND LAUGH AT PPLE.
so i was like oh no.
haha!
so!
i have decided not to prank pple anymore.
and i TRY MY BEST not to laugh at ppls IF that person doesn't know im laughing at him
HAHAHAHA.
actually shifu told us quite alot of stories.
she also told us abt her life,
as on her story on how she will chujia.
last time her family also like not very happy with her keep going temple.
not completely dun like her to go temple.
but she say they were happy that she go and learn values and become a buddhist.
but at the same time they scare she will go chujia.
how funny.
her story began with she fell sick one day.
she went to see alot of doctor but nobody can cure her.
for dunno what reason, she met this aunty while she go for her meal.
den the aunty tell her her illness is called the ''ye zhang bing'',
which also means she's ill becos of all her sins.
and she encourages shifu to chant this sutra called ''dizang jing''
dizang jing talks abt karma retribution and how dizapusa went to save lives.
at his moment, shifu was wondering how can there be somebody so great like dizang pusat,
who sacrifices everything to help beings,
and to have such great compassioned will to swear to save ALL lives out of hell before he becomes a buddha.
this means as long as there is a single soul suffering in hell, he can nvr become a buddha no matter how qualified he is.
by chanting dizang jing can help and lessen one's sin.
but of cos not so simple just like that.
it depends. and u have to believe.
slowly day by day,
shifu recovered.
she was den encouraged to have vegetarian.
soon after, she was brought to this temple.
that person that encourages her and teach her all this is a volunteer in the dizang temple.
everything was very new to her, she doesn't know anything.
once, the temple has a a fahui of the buddha of medicine's sutra (yao shi jing)
due to some reason at home, she wasnt allowed to go.
but even though he body was not in temple, her mind was totally there.
she kept thinking abt it.
and when she was sleeping, she dreamt of herself chanting this mantra that she dun know.
by chance after that dream,
she heard the same mantra as in her dream.
when she went to find out what is that,
she found out that it is actually the buddha of medicine's mantra.
how shocking huh...?
thats how shifu learn this mantra.
haha. well, its all fate i can say.
dangjia shifu say she had a hard time finding enshi that time
becos enshi is always not around.
den one day she volunteered to help out at temple to decorate the flower for display.
enshi just came from some places.
she greeted enshi and enshi asked her
'' children, u wanna chujia is it?''
HAHAHA.
at that moment, shifu stunned for awhile.
she says that she was so nervous, her heart almost pop out.
lol. so funny lah.
because she had nvr tell anybody abt she wanting to chujia,
and she only have this thought LAST NIGHT.
lol. its just last night know.
isn't this what we always call? f.a.t.e.
it also belongs to the karma process.
u get what u sow.
haha.
enshi den told her to not rush, let things takes place naturally.
and this how she chujia.
and i realise if i blog all the stories,
it would be damn LONG.
haha. so i shall just say the brief outline of what i did there.
at least i try to give a brief one. haha!
so as she tell us story and teach us from her stories,
i really learn alot.
i realise i start to understand more now.
i feel. and go indepth.
last time pple tells me,
there are times in temple when i'll feel guilty, sinful and wanna repent.
at these times, u'll cry. u'll cry very naturally.
at that time, i asked myself why pple will feel this way but i wun huh?
i NEVER felt like crying before,
no matter how and what.
well, i think i was just cover up by all my sins that i couldn't see and feel and understand.
of cos i did not cry this time.
there's nth for me to cry abt,
except for going home. HAHA.
so during ba guan zai, we also have ''qian ren chi zou da fa hui''
err to tranlate it myself,
its the chanting of mantra's fahui with thousands of pple together.
each of us would be given those buddhist colourful string.
and we chant mantras and tranfer these merits to the string.
when we finish one mantra, we tie a knot at the string.
together we would have 6 knots.
i find this thing very meaningful.
becos we chanted it ourself,
and have shifu to jia ci on the spot.
rather than taking from some temple that they claim it is.
haha.
i gave mine to ziwei because i alr have one.
my father have the one from the stage done by shifu.
and its given to lihui. haha.
she is so blessed gosh.
the whole fahui ends at around 5pm.
we helped around to pack and clean up the place.
until 6pm+?
den we went to our hostel, YWCA.
one night RM90.
is it consider cheap?
my room got 7 pple.
haha. we washed ourselves up and sleep.
i was suppose to study SS, but i dozed off.
end up not studying but slp officially.
we all slpt at 8PM and woke up at 6AM.
the floor is very hard. but i still manage to slp.
heh heh. so glad.
xinyan couldn't slp.
quite sad.
cos she would have no energy for the next day.
can i continue day 2 tmr?
this entry so long. read alr also sian.
LOL.
BA GUAN ZHAI
1. no gossiping.
2. no killing.
3. no scandaling
4. no drinking of alcohol
5. no theft
6.no sleeping on high or soft bed
7. no using of nice smelling stuff on body.
8. no dancing, listening to music or watch tv
*no eating after 12 noon 8:43 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006 ++
the REAL kl trip
LOL.
i was tired after typing the first part of my life.
OK OK. now i shall cont kl trip part 2.
how funny.
so. i reached there around 2am.
well, i went there once, not staying overnight.
but it was very long ago. so i dun have much impression of it.
for now, the moment i step into the hall...
the feeling is there.
no matter where and which country we're at.
the feeling is just there
just as soon as u're at the doorstep of this sacred place of dizang pusa.
the first step into the hall, i thought ''this is it''
im finally here......
after much obstacles i manage to overcome with help.
so.
before we enter the hall,
we have to walk through this ''reception'' place where the reception tables are
and some selling or distributing of those buddhist stuff.
there, the ladies put their stuff on the left and man on the right.
HAHA. if u go there.....
okay.
it looks like salvation army.
becos the place for us to put things is very small and cramp.
plus there are so many women there.
and the toilet is there as well.
as in it is like a small ''room'' with a toilet and we put our things outside the toilet.
and because of the toilet there, there are so many ppl going in and out.
not just pple staying overnight there but also to the public.
den somethings just before or after the fahui there'll be a VERY LONG queue outside the toilet.
GLAD.
that they renovated the toilet.
HAHA.
because i rmb the toilet very small and disgusting there.
and always no water.
HAHAHAHA.
well, its quite expected.
malaysia always no water in toilet.
eh but this this time not bad.
the toilet is clean, got SUFFICIENT water.
and shifu says we must take off our shoes and wear the toilet's slippers to go in.
which makes things cleaner in a sense.
okay back to topic.
so we find ourself a place,
settled down,
go toilet,
walk around,
read the posters on their schedule,
take sleeping bag,
and enter the hall.
its like WHOA.
whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa.
without hesistating, i did the 3 bows.
its hard to describe.
even if u're there yourself, you may not feel what i felt.
I GOT DISCONNECTED 2 TIMES WHILE TYPING THIS.
THEN I HEARD SOME SCOLDING DOWN STAIRS,
SO I FASTER GO DOWN FOR MY DINNER.
NOW I GOTTA RUSH FOR SOME STUFF FOR MY DAD.
continue part 3 again.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA. 5:43 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006 ++
week end at KL
ahhh.. had spent my long labour day weekend in kl.
well, gotta learn more things this time.
btw, i haven mention anything much about my shifu here, so i shall list it all out now.
first, the founder of the dizang association in taiwan, singapore, malaysia, australia,
is our respectable abbot, ''di-jiao'' fashi, who we commonly known her as ''enshi''
second comes ''jue guang'' fashi who we commonly known as ''dangjia shifu''.
she would be the next abbot after enshi. (ps. ziwei likes her. LOL)
third would be ''jue ming'' fashi who we also commonly known as ''jian-yuan'' shifu.
well, we call her jian-yuan shifu because she overlooks the temple.
next! all the other shifuS (i shall only name those i can rmb) :
1. huiru shifu - she takes charge of the temple in singapore.
2. HUIXIAN shifu! - HAHAHAHAHA. i guess everybody knows who is she.
3. huiguang shifu - she takes charge of onstage performances
4. huixing shifu - err. she busy
5. huimu shifu - she takes care of AVA, like huixian shifu
6. huixi shifu
7. huirong shifu
8. huijia shifu
9. huikong shifu
10. huida shifu
11. huizhen shifu
12. huiwen shifu
13. huize shifu
14. huishan shifu
15. jueli shifu
i forgot alot of names alr. rmb the faces but forgot the names
so this is all i can recall for the time being.
but there is 100++ shifu altogether.
brief introduction of how i came to this temple.
its very long ago. shld be pri 3 that year.
which means its my 7th year in buddhism alr.
so long yet so short huh?
im sorry to say and tell myself that i hasn't improve alot.
im still walking, ON THE SPOT.
hurhurr...
but im since i realise now, im keen to learn and improved.
ok so i was in pri 3. and this aunty,
who is my grandfather's COUSIN.
she introduce this place to my parents when enshi came for fo xue jiang zuo,
which is a buddhist talk that we still have until now annually.
this aunty so funny huh. she intro us in,
but now she's no where to be found. LOL.
i guess either she go other temple or something happen.
ok whatever reasons, so kaypo lah me. lol.
i did not attend that buddhist talk but my sister does.
and my sis is so not interested.
but the very next day after the talk, my parents brought me, my sis and brother to the temple at geylang.
i rmbed quite clearly that they were holding a buddhist marriage that time.
haha! sadly it was not held anymore now in singapore.
so enshi hold the whole event,
i wasn't interested at all at first all because of my sister!
she said it was boring blah blah. and the 3 of us we forced to go there.
HAHAHA.
however, as time pass by, words said by enshi just went into my ears though i shut it off.
they came into me just like that.
i was just a primary 3, 9yrs old kid.
and by this unknowing fate,
i started to got interested.
very interested indeed.
so this was the FIRST interaction i had with enshi.
although i cant rmb what she said that got into me.
i rmb clearly that i started listening very attentively after that.
second thing that got me so interested was all the shifus.
i dunno why lah. pple may think im weird.
but everytime i see shifu, i'll just smile and becomes happy naturally.
even if im angry, sad, whatsoever emo,
happiness just come across my when i see them.
i'll wanna talk to them.
HAHAHAHA. but guess what?
i am not the eugenia now, last time.
i dun dare to talk to them even if i wan to.
i DONT DARE ok.
funny huh? lol.
i also dunno why i dun dare.
but its like its weird to go to them and say
''shifu can i talk to u?'', when u got nth to talk abt.
nth sensible and logical.
haha.
AND I AM NOT A LESBIAN.
even though i'll be happy, i wanna talk to them.
its just this special tinklish feeling.
AND be aware, they're shifus.
they are nuns.
like hello? do u know who are nuns?
LOL.
and now...
though i say im still ''walking on the spot''
i realise, without enshi, there wouldn't be who i am now.
im a nasty, really really really nasty child.
u wouldn't be able to imagine how bad i was.
its VERY SUPER DUPER to the extreme alr.
haha.
i.m.a.g.i.n.e........
LOL.
eh u know what?
i am suppose to blog about the KL trip.
in the end i had a peishan in review.
an endless review which cant be describe to its fullest with just words....... 8:37 PM
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