Saturday, July 28, 2007 ++
hello friends.
this post is going out to yvonne, haseenah and tricia.
first. of course, im here to apologise for my whatever attitude that has been going on these days. im sorry. i just cannot control my feelings.
den again. to tricia, do not feel affected or what by my stupid attitudes. dont worry, i really have nothing against you. really..... i know many things have changed over these days. and its all my fault for spurring all these up. u'll have my double apologies. i have been thinking for days. but i still have not found an answer. maybe its because i dont want to face it subconsciously, like what my xiaogu have said. so probably we will all not have any conclusion. but whatever the days are going to be like. just live it all well and ignore what i will do. cos i cant predict what nonsense im going to have again. good luck and all the best to you.
oh well. next is for this 2 funny girls. u wanna know the reason why? i dont know how im going to put this into words. but i'll try to describe as much as i can here cos it is impossible to tell u guys face to face given your character. haha.
okay here it goes. i'll start randomly cos i dunno how to start. :D
i guess all these matter accumulated overtime and im thick and stretchable balloon just cannot take it anymore. this is probably my first serious breakdown. its NOT peishan.
oh haha. suddenly i feel like summerising things up after another phone call with rand rand and his mum. rand is SO cute! and so sweet.
my summary,
i just couldnt find myself. i seems to not know who am i anymore. i am still sourcing for it. meanwhile im always in deep thoughts that nvr fails to bring me to a negative mindset. yeah. i can tear almost anytime anywhere when im at my lowest. but dont worry. cos i still can control abit here and there.
i will be better. :D
*twist* 10:27 AM
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