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eugenia
29 july 1990
BOWEN GIRL GUIDES

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Saturday, July 28, 2007 ++

i am a fucking emo kid. 8:58 PM

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im grumpy.
very grumpy now.
so grumpy that i feel like screaming at whoever that comes to talk to me.
arg.

I WANNA EAT.
IM SO SO SO SO SO FREAKING HUNGRY.
MY STOMACH AND INTESTINES ARE IN THE MIDST OF UNDERGOING DIGESTION NOW.
AS IN NOT THE FOOD BEING DIGESTED, BUT MY STOMACH.
ARG.
FREAK.
I WANT FOOD!!!!!!!!!

i came home super looking forward to eating my mummy's cooked food.
i have been imagining how fulfilling it is after the food.
yes i am THAT hungry.
i saw a woman eating in the kitchen.
so i waited to in the living room for her to finish her food before i go in.
and freak it.
no more.
im so super more than disappointed.
no mummy's food nvm.
next alternative?
MAGGI MEE.
freak again.
my brother ate it all away.
still cant find food.
and i became grumpier.
now. im refusing to eat the PLAIN RICE.
yeah i know.
im such a grumpy spoilt brat.
so?
i cant care much. all i wan is some decent food infront of me.
hurrrrrrr..............
I WANT FOOD.
I WANT FOOD.
I WANT FOOD!

and.
i am so waiting for u.
but i guess im gonna be disappointed.
oh well.

i feel ditched more than i ditch pple. 8:43 PM

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hello friends.
this post is going out to yvonne, haseenah and tricia.

first. of course, im here to apologise for my whatever attitude that has been going on these days. im sorry. i just cannot control my feelings.

den again. to tricia, do not feel affected or what by my stupid attitudes. dont worry, i really have nothing against you. really..... i know many things have changed over these days. and its all my fault for spurring all these up. u'll have my double apologies. i have been thinking for days. but i still have not found an answer. maybe its because i dont want to face it subconsciously, like what my xiaogu have said. so probably we will all not have any conclusion. but whatever the days are going to be like. just live it all well and ignore what i will do. cos i cant predict what nonsense im going to have again. good luck and all the best to you.

oh well. next is for this 2 funny girls. u wanna know the reason why? i dont know how im going to put this into words. but i'll try to describe as much as i can here cos it is impossible to tell u guys face to face given your character. haha.

okay here it goes. i'll start randomly cos i dunno how to start. :D
i guess all these matter accumulated overtime and im thick and stretchable balloon just cannot take it anymore. this is probably my first serious breakdown. its NOT peishan.

oh haha. suddenly i feel like summerising things up after another phone call with rand rand and his mum. rand is SO cute! and so sweet.

my summary,
i just couldnt find myself. i seems to not know who am i anymore. i am still sourcing for it. meanwhile im always in deep thoughts that nvr fails to bring me to a negative mindset. yeah. i can tear almost anytime anywhere when im at my lowest. but dont worry. cos i still can control abit here and there.

i will be better. :D

*twist* 10:27 AM

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I LOVE GUIDES.
i mean the girls. SOME.
:D 12:01 AM

Thursday, July 26, 2007 ++

im sad.
im depress.
im sick.
i need to see a psychologist. 6:30 PM

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