Friday, September 29, 2006 ++
THEY'RE HERE.
oh shifuS are finally here after 1 whole year. they're simply......... er.. nice. haha. but sadly huixian shifu didn't come. aww...
oh ytd when we were at the airport i was walking BESIDE dangjia shifu. LOL. because i was walking very slowly behind and shifu was the last too. so as i was walking..... i realised that dangjia shifu is beside me. HOHO. and from coincidentally, i purposely walk nearer up. hee!! so i giggled at xinyan with those ''hey im walking beside her'' that kind of face and smiles. haha!
out of no where, shifu suddely turn to me SMILING and say ''wah u and her(refering to xinyan) has alot to talk abt huh.'' i didnt know what to say so i just smile and laugh it off.
HEY DANGJIA SHIFU TALKED TO ME OK. HAHAHA. nvr had before.
today was graduation ceremony. 4e2 was funny and trying to be extra. yet supportive as we all clap for all our classmates unless other classes. ya i improved for my prelims but it is still not good i know. i'll work hard. yes i know. haha.
after grad ceremony, i rushed off to chinatown's kreta ayer community centre. its a theatre anyway. for rehearsal. huiguang shifu is so nice. she's always reminding us to SMILE. and she talks so... how shld i say? soft and elegently? very ''rou''. yeah? haha. actually all shifu talks like that. and me and huize shifu kept smiling at each other. dunno why too. probably they(huize sf and huixi sf) were all wondering what is a student doing here AT FIRST. as they gave me this curious look. lol.
tmr shall be a long day again. but love this longgg day.
RMB!? DANGJIA SHIFU TALKED TO ME OK. HAHAHA!! 10:39 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006 ++
o' level!
oh well. 1 week after the prelim. and was even more motivated to study now. i dun get it. it always seems like we can do a maths very well in class. but when it comes to exam. nah. i got merely a border line b4 though i expected an A1. lol. but it doesn't matter now. me and ziwei had plan an amaths policy towards the big Os. that is to sit down together every friday after school and do the 5 years series. we're serious ok. thats why we came out with a punishment for those who gave up halfway during the paper. haha. offenders got to give $2 to each other. haha! what a great plan huh. that is how we're working towards and A1 man. all the way~ yeah! lol.
den comes all the sciences. heehee. finally i've made some little improvement rather than either failing or getting a C5/6. arg but cant stand it lah. this is how impt 1 mark can comes in for me. i need 1 more mark for physics to get an b3 and 1 more for biology to get a2!! damn it. what does this means? 2 marks for me to 2 grade?? AH!
nevermind. i shall work harder and hope and i'll have that luck and energy and brain to do even better for o level. hahaha. seriously i think we need some luck during examinations. if not you'll all end up like me getting a stupid 22/40 for chem p3, the practical paper. i was just totally out of luck.
aww. i just hope i'll pass english and combine humanities. pass would do. though i dun mind getting better results. lol. just let me pass. monday shall be the big day.
aiya........ next friday 29 sep is he graduation ceremony. WHY MUST IT BE NEXT FRIDAY? i've got something so so important on that day. i gotta go to chinatown u know. haiya....... but i cannot dun go for the ceremony. lol mr goh say if nvr go den as if nvr graduate. AIYA!! lousy sch with lousy timing. haha.
ya our sch is lousy. because we have lousy vulgar teachers who keep scolding and telling us to SHUT UP. calling us STUPID and FOOLS. tsk tsk tsk. how can we ever get motivated to do better when we have such teachers who always downgrade us making us feel that we're stupid fools who cannot make it in life? what? by whistling during reading period is called a stupid fool? by screaming when a huge bee come towards u because you're scared of it is called stupid fools too? and having a little commotion because of the FAST SPEEDING flying bee, deserved to be yelled at with the special word called SHUT UP and being punished by retaining the whole sch after reading period? such a lousy and brainless sch. with brainless teacher who does not have the brain to think. for such, he did not even witness the whole process. merely just walking to us, scolded and punished us as if he knew what happen and walked away. goodness.
its FIVE more days to go. WOOHOO!!!!! (oh btw. huixin shifu came to singapore today alr)
lol this is so happening. to my frens out there who are interested to see huixian shifu. come come and see who she just is. HAHAHA.
and there goes me again......... lol. 11:27 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006 ++
omg!
TEN more days left my friends. haha. i've been waiting for this since last year's oct. i cant wait for prelim to end because once prelim ends, it means shifus are coming. and now. prelim has ended! woo.
kinda excited. or rather VERY excited. hee. i jus cant stop smiling whenever i think about it.
so. for this year's fa-hui, it would be venerable jueguang leading. they would be arriving on the 28th sep, 6.45pm. hey! this time round they're taking SQ. cos normally its always china airline. so cool. haha!
there'll be another round of volunteer's meeting after the airport. haha. yaya. im performing again. but i dun really mind preforming. im ok with anything.
but this reminds me of some of my little thoughts and discussion i had with my friend when i was young. i used to see the adults performing upstage and i was thinking if one day i would be like them. would i have the courage to do so? so what my friend, peijun, told me was, if one really feel grateful and repentful for all one did. he/ she would. just to play a part in order to make this whole event a success.
i felt what she said. i knowledged it. and who knows someday i would really be standing up there, doing my part.
so here i go. my second year of this performance. i would say that it is a chance for me. thankyou for that chance.
but in addition, im gonna do another performance. putting aside the singing. it is gonna be like some graceful dance or something?? ya. HUGE hurdle huh. well. i shld be able to make it. (ignore those farewell dances i've done yeah?) LOL.
so all these require some rehearsals. omg. so nervous.
actually the reason why i've decided to do something in addition is becos i feel like doing something more meaningful thus achieving something when im 16. i feel like not doing anything much during this wonderful year of 16. so i shall add in some fun and excitement into it. so that it would be easier for me to recall when i do what. lol.
shifu would be coming for 1 week +. err. they would be spending 2 days in JB. so during these 2 days. i would have to catch up with my revisions. *YAWN*
den again i'll see them in taiwan at the end of the year after o'level. WHOO!! LOL. =D
heehee. now im thinking of huixian shifu. lol. let me hope that i'll see her next thurdays at the airport. *GRINNING VERY WIDELY*
these would den be my happiest moment for this year's 2006...and for this, which had just replaced my priority-used-to-be. 10:13 PM
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BECAUSE
because im occupied
because im busy
because im stress
because im disappointed
because im sad
because i feel not worthy
because i feel like nobody
because i feel dumb
because i feel stupid
because i feel like i had wasted my time
because i feel that i had made the wrong choice.
because i feel that its not fair
but again.
because i shouldn't put ''i'', myself, as a priority
because i should forget
because i should concentrated on the big O's
because i should to move on
and because i am not angry. 9:22 PM
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